My therapist told me I need to “stop running”, and while it seemed to make sense at the moment, it REALLY makes sense now. I find myself never doing anything for fun. Whenever I embark on a new hobby or activity, it goes from “this is cool” to “how can I become the greatest ever at this and make money off of it.” I so hate my job and essentially my life that I’m constantly looking for a permanent escape from my reality. Even creating this blog became a for-profit effort in my head before I even finished registering for a wordpress account.
Realization is the first step to recovery (I may have made that up, but it sounds good). I recognized my unhappiness with life and have decided to do more things FOR FUN. This blog is my first attempt at a “for fun” lifestyle. I want to use it to not only create a blog for no reason at all, but to document the random, “for fun” experiences.
Here goes me attempting to relax my mind and go from “for profit” to “for fun.”